Journal 2

     Oh gracious, has it already been four weeks since my last journal? I'm so sorry, I've just been terribly busy. Well yes, let's see. not much has been going on in the house, rather quiet really. Mara has been rather upset after the latest botched "Kill Roxas" mission, so most of us in F.E.E.R. have been...how do you say? laying low? yes, that sounds about right. I would actually deduce that the reason all these missions have failed is because of...well a few reasons actually.

     First, they're horribly complex and convoluted. Roxas isn't some great genius or a soldier, he's just a boy. a very sad...lonely teenage boy. I personally think that Mara is wasting too much time and resource in killing him, only to fail. Though...I have a feeling Kiba knows more than he lets on...

     Secondly, Douchbagg is an idiot. He takes far too much joy in what he does, and that has disastrous effects, as his most recent escapade proved. He underestimated Roxas and his friend, and as a result failed horribly and is spending a few weeks in traction.

     Fourth, oh no wait...Third, right, third. Third, with all of the resources we have, it might just be better to listen to Meahow's idea. As much as I abhor violence, she has a point. One bullet, strategically placed toward the base of his skull, would at the very least cripple him for life. To be honest, I'm not entirely sure that Mara wants Roxas dead, or else she would have had Wulphram do it already.

     But I digress. Personally I don't see any problem with the boy, he just seems rather sad and lost, wanting attention from all his friends but really only getting it from Kiba, the only person who actually believes him, despite his...many, many faults.

     Anyway, I will try and post another journal in about a week, so please be patient Journal, as I'm still getting used to the whole thing.

                         Until then,
                                          Wolfgang W. Wolfe

Week 1

Dear Journal,

     In accordance to Mara's new rules, all employees of F.E.E.R. are required to write in a weekly journal in order to lessen insanity in the ranks. Awful, I know. But I honestly don't know what to write about. I mean, my brother Wulphram is a jerk as always, but I suppose being the Boss' favourite gives him that right. Anyway, I digress.

    We've been steadily working towards our grand goal, something I'm not sure I'm to disclose, even to you, Journal. But there is something I've noticed that's troubling. The blonde boy, Roxas, he seems to have gained a slight immunity to Vexen's mind control device. I don't know how or why, and tried to voice my concerns at the most recent meeting. Alas, I was ignored yet again by everyone in attendance. Sometimes I wonder why I stay.

    But yes, this Roxas. I see him as a bit of a pissant. I mean, on our first and last meeting, he took it upon himself to attack and beat me, thinking I was Wulphram! Can you imagine? I mean, we don't even look alike. But, in a way, I feel sorry for him. He seems so sad...so lonely. Thinking back on all our observations of him, he's had a rough go with his relationships. In fact, all of his relationships ended badly, with either him being broken up with or being cheated on. It's kind of depressing really.

    Anyway, that should be enough musings for this journal, I will be back again sometime next week to write to you. Hopefully my week will be better, maybe.